It’s only a matter of days before a new year. 2009 has been a milestone in my life, but then again, so has been every year since I was 14. I can’t help feeling that this year was wasted, that I don’t have much time left. Was it?

I sit on my bed thinking about the events of the past few years. All the stupid decisions. All the foolishness. All the lessons life had for me. All of the laughter. All the crying. All of the moments I wouldn’t trade for the world. All the people I met.. and lost. This year has been a quick one. I can’t help but think how time flies like every year.

I am glad to have met so many interesting people, some of which who have stuck with me through the best and worst of times.

2009 was a year of realization for me.

Amrita: It will almost be one year since I met you. Remember what you and Sherwin did? It’s quite funny looking back at it. You’re now someone important to me and I sincerely wish from the bottom of my heart that you will truly be happy. There are many things in life worth living for.

Patricia: I’m so sorry I’m such an asshole. Thank you for loving me so much even though I don’t deserve it. You know I love you too.

Levan: I will forever remember the day I picked up that issue of Lime, discovering Astroninja. You are one of the biggest inspirations in my life. Who knew I would be chilling with you at a void deck now? You have changed my life.

Guanru: Life is full of up and downs, and our friendship is just like that, but it has only made us closer. We have been through so much together and you have been a big part of my life.

Weiseng: I was glad I retained the first time, if it wasn’t for that we would never have been friends. You are like an elder brother to me and have made me a better person. I hardly see you now but I hope that will change.

Lewis: You used to have a fucking bad temper. It still is but it’s so much better. Remember how you used to be enemies with all of us? Ironic isn’t it. You are one of the most loyal people I know. It’s really sad we have drifted apart. Have a little faith in us.

Fengying: You have such a good heart. Again, our friendship has been full of ups and downs, I’m so glad we’re past that.

Denise: You’re probably one of the most retarded people I know, but you more than make up for it by being such a great friend who’s always there for people and sticking up for them.

Fatin: Fuck I miss you so much. When was the last time I saw you? You never fail to put a smile on my face.

Brina: Thanks for putting up with my nonsense and always being there if I need somebody. You are one of the people who share a dream with me. Looking forward to make good music with you.

Xuanliang: Remember how we had pogroms in sec 2? We’ve gone a long way since then. I will never forget sausage pizza and exit.adult. You’re prolly the only one willing to go crazy with me.

Brennan: I’m so sorry for all the abuse your body has gone through these few years and all the bullying. I really do treat you as a friend, mushroom dick.

Keat Onn: We used to go out every fucking day but now we hardly even talk. All the time we spent in the arcade! You were my best friend. I’ve known you for 9 years.

Novia: Omg you cb. Yes I admit I had a crush on you before blah blah. We had this stupid japan obsession. I’m so sorry I don’t talk to you as much anymore, but still I’ll always be here.

Darwin, Sean, Tricia, Xiaoye: I never thought we’d be such good friends. You guys have made this year very enjoyable for me. I’m so sorry I was so arrogant. I was wrong.

If I have left you out, please forgive me as it’s 4am and i’m about to drop dead.

I’m surprised my tumblarity is not 0 after not logging in for so long. Sleepless nights at home trying to find something to do. I finally gave up and decided to blog again. There have been many thoughts in my head as usual, much shit has happened.

Tick-tock. Tick-tock.

THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE SO FAR. I FINALLY BOUGHT MY DRUMSET. I have waited 3 fucking years for this! I am so happy I can’t stop smiling. HO MAH GAAAAAAWWWWWD! BUT IT’S NOT GONNA GET DELIVERED TO ME UNTIL WEDNESDAY! Can you say bummer!? Fuck this is pure torture.